jared is makin brakfast then he freaks cus w arent doin it his way fuck sometims he is so.... you push me around....and i let you.. this isnt me why cant i stand up too you,so confused hurt and betrayed all from one person is anybody put there to come save me fromt his mean world.. i need to feel alive again.. my mom hurt me and i thought when he came around he saved me from my nightmare...but i was so wrong again... he tells me he loves me but refuses to show any emotion.. im tired of you being selfish always lookin the other way.. im so fucking fustrated you'll be sorry when everythingis said and done... i want to be happy and your just makin me mad ..i never was the cryin type but look at me now im a fool with a fool and you make me weak at the knees thats why im still here