Dont try to shut me up you havnt gotten the chance to meet the other side.. when i look at you i laugh i look right through you theres no such thing as FOREVER Dont try to say your in love with me ive tryed that..before and i know you hate how he has all of me.. well deal! When he was around you tryed to get to me..you were nothing then and still nothing to me! I let you play.. play the game you think your winning you just dont know yet im in the lead and you will never catch up Why dont you just quit? when its just me and you you act almost perfect when the drinks come you spill. you say things you cant go back on and the moves you make fool them but me.. i knwo your kind and im not interested You see my life and you wanna fix it all and make me happy with money and pretty words well its been soo long since ive thought of happiness. and when i do i cry me and you both know this in our dark hours we let all the hurt out. youve been there when ive cried and threated to kill him, and thats when i let go .. i will always forgive him! you dont understand i love him still and always maybe cus he was my first but you see he wasnt my first love.. and thast the truth.. i love him for all he did he took away his happiness and tryed to help me more than anything though i let him do it i have guilt knowin i should of let go..it was fair thing to do so he fell out of love with me.. i needed him too much.. the fact is you will never come close to bein like him inside my heart days i ask myself will anybody ever miss me..