dear friend do you know what you mean to me... i watched you grow, Grow into the person you are today, You have made some bad choices in youre life, I see the love held deep within your soul.. You catch me everytime i have fallen. Dear friend you are the one true person i can count on, I never had a daddy...im always wondering am i like him does he know what my face looks like,does he know how my mom treats me and my brothers. My Mother trys to pretend that iam fine ,i should be happy with what i have...she had everything when she was growing up i have nothing no one except my dearest friend. My dear friend you kiss and tell me you love me so,i was a bad girl for so long thinking its not my fault weverything is comin undone, ive blamed my mothere for too many years now its almost time for me to be on my own, honestly im scared of what i may become. You never understood me i thin will they ever know what its like to be a bastard kid never having the support one child should always have.i have made some bad choices as you kow but my dearest friend is here now and will hold me now i finnally have someone who understands me and will listen dear friend you are my first do you know whats its like to grow up in a family and always been alone.and so affraid... ilove you dear friend please dont ever go away i need you.