i am in tech again. crappy tech, wow deja vu. lol i am happy because i am listening to Blink 182 :) we have to make a crappy cartoon. mine is gonna suck because i suck at computers. so stupid, shouldn't have taken this class. but at least there is no h/w in it. i am totally going to fail this semister.i suck at math and science and french and tech, thats all my classes! oops, Can't wait until the march break where i can sit on my ass all week pretending i have something to do, or somewhere to go. It's like that simple plan song, i have friends, but they never call me or want to do anything with me. it's stupid i know. but its true. i watch degrassi last night. i watch it to make fun of it, lol. isn't that sad? i hate the "punk girl" Ellie such a poser and whining that she cuts her self, so fake. i know that kind of stuff first hand and she is very very fake. My favourite song on the new blink 182 is here's your letter, oh i just love it. those guys are so hot. wish i could find a guy like that. but that is a dream. i will either end up dying alone, or marring some guy named earl who will cheat on me and walk all over me. I feel like sometimes i am living in a different world then everyone else. like that i see all these stuff, but no one else sees it, and if i say anything about, they act like i am crazy, maybe thats why i am an outcast? maybe thats why they treat me like a reject.