i wrote an entry earlier today, and it got deleted somehow. so i gave up, but now i'm back. i just finished watching the made for tv movie "Elvis". it was actually really good. Jonathan Rhys Meyers was really good. and they didn't make him look like an asshole or anything. anyway, so crazyed elvis fan thumbs up. I'm actually very sick and tired of school. i have a fucking test tomorrow, and i wasnt there for ANY of the lessons, so i am totally is going to fucking fail, because my friends are FAGGOTS!!! and i fucking hate them all. specially one of them. fuckin coward. god i'm such a bitch. i actually looked up the definition of coward, as i was so rudely called one today. and i dont think they know what the definition of it is, so i'll post it, Definition: [n] a person who shows fear or timidity [n] English dramatist and actor and composer noted for his witty and sophisticated comedies (1899-1973) Last time i checked, i was neither of those. so *shrugs.* i give up. i went out for a nice little mother's day lunch with my mom, brother and papa today. it was nice. we went to boston pizza. yum. Tomorrow is going to be interesting. i still haven't finish the project that was due on monday. oops. lmao. that's ok. i'll whip it up later on. perhaps after this post. I love english guys. but why do they have to be so damn far away? Shane is so cute. but i'm totally preparing for it to fizzle soon. i mean, fuck he's beautiful and far away, so he'll evantually fade away, i just have to get myself ready for that. Although it is nice to have someone to think about before i fall asleep again. i haven't had that for a while, other then like ryan, who is amazing as a friend, but i am out of that phase. i just miss talking to him, since i haven't seen wednesday. I found a new band! SAY ANYTHING amazing music. they are very punkish. i love it. i was on webcam today with this guy from a chatroom *shifty eyes* shut up. anyway, he was like, you are into punk music aren't you, and i was like yeah how did you know and he was like, you're clothes, and i was like, well i am miss black eyeliner. haha. Anyway, so back to this band i love, they are amazing, but they still won't replace FALL OUT BOY in my heart. Hmmm...what to say. You know what, if you are ever bored, go to www.hyperdictionary.com and just look up fucking crazy words, like dick. it is hilarious, then look down @ the effin synomoyns. fucking laffs. anyway, earth to sam, return to us. oh sorry. man, i was just laughing. hahaha pecker. haha. anyway. sorry, i'm at that age. lmao if you ever feel ugly. go to a chatroom. boys there are quite flattering. even if they haven't seen you. this one boy was like begging me to fucking drive up to toronto and suck him off. but, that's too far away. haha. it was actually quite patheic. but if i ever want to go fuck a random person, i know who to call. bahaha. Well, i'm just going crazy, so that's all for me. I'd walk through hell for you. let it burn right through my shoes, these soles are useless without you. let the torturing ensue.