i put a new quote at the top of the page. it was said by Elvis Presley. i love elvis, isn't that weird? i don't care though. that is just a part of who i am, and i am proud. all of my friends know i am an elvis freak. if they think its stupid, they can go screw themselves. because i am not changing. i am in tech again. it is my first period class. we have a sub today. i don't feel like doing work. i am going to get in trouble next period becuase i didn't do the french homework. i don't care. i know i am failing. if i end up having to repeat grade 9 then so be it. i will evanutually drop out anyway,(if i fail). the way i see it i don't really have a future anyways. its not like my family can afford college or universty, and my grades aren't good enough to get to either. I am listening to Hold on by gc, i am like in love with that video. so real. but its easy for them to say (hold on) because they have money now, and they have talent. both of which i don't have. I see them as kind of hypocritical. i wanted to go see them when they were in hamilton but it was 100$. isn't that riducilous? i mean i saw sum 41 for 20$ when they were in London(ont) which may i add was the best experiance of my live. i love concerts. but anyway 100$ is just way too much for a like 2 hour show. i have make a cartoon for tech. mine is going to suck. it has to be a minute. all of the things have i have done have been like 5 seconds. i hate computers sometimes! Next year for my course i get to choose, i picked drama. i hope i am in my friends class. because if i am alone, i can be so shy! if i am not, and if they wouldn't switch me i will drop it. Man it's only 9!! this class ends at 9 30. then i go to crap french, then on to boring lunch, then crazy science, then hard math. shit! i have to do my math at lunch or during science! shit shit shit So that book that i started is really good. reminds me alot of me. i am on page 150 or so. i am not a very fast reader. i used to be. but then all this stuff happened. and ugh. it sucks. i can't wait until this book i put on hold comes. it is called cut. its about a cutter. kind of like me. i hope its not cheesy. i hope it shows the actual pain and even pleasure that comes from the razor. 10 more minutes until french hell! My friend Mark did his french speech on the movie the passion of the christ. and it was so incredible. he left me speechless. it was so good. he worded it perfectly, he expressed it incredibly. oh it was just really good. i probably can't see that movie. too much brutality