{.125.} Happy Misery.

by torturedpoet
Feeling: bashful
>Happy Misery Sam.M why do i find myself alone so often why do the people i love detache themselves from me. why do i love you so fucking much why do i even care? scribbling down words that make no sense like me, when i'm stuttering on the phone can't stop myself from laughing you're too good for me. that's why you love her. you're too good to be true. why do you pretend to care. i want to tell you every part of my history but i know that you'll disappear. Maybe if i can pretend to be good enough. Just for a while. Just for a day. Just for a minute. Just for a second. So that you can love me as much as i love you. You're a fool, you don't know how much i could love you. how much it hurts me to hang up the phone and feel so happy and sad at the same time. Oh Happy Misery, why torture me so. why just let me die without the words i love you leaving my lips. My hands stumble as i write this. My eyes tear, and my mind goes blank. why do you have this power over me. when you should mean nothing. So many clumsy lines, so many worthless words that you'll never read. that you'll never find, deep inside my heart.
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yeah I did =D

Thank you< 3333

♥ Alex
yeah i know!! books are so addicting when they're good. it's impossible for me to put it down when i'm in to it. i always get into trouble during class and stuff.
My teachers will be in the middle of a lesson and Ill burst out laughing or something and then they'll just look at me and say, "Is there a problem, Justine?" and I shake my head without looking up. Ahh, many near-detentions. It's worth the price of being reprimanded, however. Books usually are.
did u write that?
watch its a song. ill feel like a retard if it is.

the fact I never knew what the fuck a pope was ..i dk.. im just retarded.

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[Anonymous]
really?
wow.
well its good. :))

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[Anonymous]
your welcome very much :)
[Anonymous]
Books really are.

I read your entry. Its really good, did you write that?