mother's bday was yesterday. we didn't do anything. just watched a movie. had fast food. it was dumb Alexisonfire was on thursday. it was fukkin awesome. i tried to mosh, but im no mosher. there were 4 bands, they were all fukkin amazing. friday was also the last day for 2 weeks of skool. i skipped half the damn day. it was alright. i am very happy because i got another razor. infact i cut myself tonight. i don't think i'll ever stop. no i won't. Why stop when it makes me feel. i am kinda concerned. i don't really cry anymore when i do it. i don't know. it might have just been the couple of times. i dont know what i am feeling right now. a mixture of feelings. i mean one min, i'm fine. then the next im horribly sad. it's fucked