here i am in tech again. i am done my calendar, but i just making some fix ups. anyway, i am trying to figure out how to put pictures in my entries. i am not sure how it works? PLEASE SOMEONE EXPLAIN! Anyway, i had an alright night last night, and i am so proud because i got my math done without cheating. it made me feel good, so i am going to do it from now on. However, i didn't finish science because my dad was suppose to help me and he just went up stairs and i didn't want to bother him i guess. we are smashing electrical devices today. i brought in an old tape recorder to smash. hopefully their are resistors in those. Yesterday it was storming. it wasn't that bad, but the thunder was loud. they used to freak me out, but they don't very much anymore. what else did i do yesterday..hmm.. i watched some tv. i had a lunch sandwich for dinner, which means my lunch is just crackers and a cheese string(how juvenille) 50 cent was here 2 days ago. alot of people went to his concert. i didn't go, i am not really into that music, the only rap i like is EMINEM! hes hot. Anyway Blink is suppose to come to toronto in may and i want TICKETS, me and my friend made a huge plan, but now shes pussying out. or at least it seems like it, cuz when i told her when and where it is, she all like "we don't have any money, how are suppose to get there" but B4 she was like "WE ARE GOING TO TAKE A BUS AND IT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN!" so i don't know what happened? I can't wait until school's over. i am going to skip all classes the last day. all of them. my mom will think i went but i will skip. Hopefully a bunch of people will too. i want to skip because i haven't skip once this year. Today is my friends b day. HAPPY B DAY 2 ANGIE! tomorrow night is her party. well her surprise party we are throwing for her. So i am going to Giselles after my volunteer work and my dinner. Hopefully i can get there b day Angie, because Giselle is telling me i have to eat, which means i go home get my stuff, make dinner, sit and eat it, and then it take 35 minutes from my house to hers. i don't think i will get there b4 Angie. Angie is coming at 8 30. i get off at 7, get home by 7 15. make dinner 7 30 have dinner, 7 45 and leave. and get there at like 8 20. i will have ten mintues to get ready, and that's if Angie comes right on the nose. and then i have to leave at like 1 45 the next day becuase of volunteer work, and they will all stay until like 5 30. that's what always happens. i feel so left out all the time. i don't have the same lunch so they are always together, and they have jokes that i don't get because "you had to be there" and it's frustrating. i am not sure i will go. My eyes are hurting, i put on makeup this morning and i never do because i don't have time. It's so stupid how image is such a big part of being a kid. since when should anyone care? and uniforms will make the problem worse. i hate alot of things. i am not generally a happy person, i guess i see the bad in alot of things, but at least i don't care what someone looks like or who they hang out with. there are like 63 more days of school. that alot. i can't wait to sleep in and stuff. this summer i want to revamp my image. i want to change alot of what i am. not my personality, just what people see me as. i am going to get my hair cut. then later when i have enough money, i am going to get black tips at the bottom of my hair, so when i put it in a clip it will be more noticeable. i am going to re evaulate my closet. even though i don't have alot of money i will bit by bit change the clothes i wear. it sucks when you are poor and all the clothes you want to wear you can't afford so you buy the cheap stuff then people thing you are a poser. it's dumb there is only like 45 more minutes of this stupid class. i am going to check out some websites and some diaries and stuff