i hate my tech teacher. hes a dick. he can't teach. he gave me 68. i have finished like everything and i have done it alrite. somethings were confusing, BECAUSE HES AN IDIOT! jesus. i got like 2 % better then the 2 girls that sit beside me and DO NOTHING! i want to fucking shoot myself. I had to put an icecube on my arm last night so soothe the craving. it barely worked. i was sad last night, the guy i wanted to win american idol is gone, so im not watching that anymore. sometimes i just feel so crappy. i have to volunteer tonight at the Y. i finish my 40 hours this saturday. i will stay there longer. hopefully i can get a job. i would need the money. i want 4 cds 1. Yellowcard 2. The Living End 3. Jeresy 4.(the) Starting Line I have no money though. i'll just burn starting line and yellowcard probably. i don't know what to do in tech. i am finished the calendar, we are suppose to plan out a movie, but my group hasn't said anything about it so i'll just wait. i guess i could make my calendar better. I wish this class was like an hour long. but 75 minutes just goes over the limit, especially when they changed the lunches so they are only 40 minutes. i have to buy my lunch again today. i hate buying my lunch. it sucks. at least i don't have to buy a drink. i brought one. I wish this day was over. man its only 8 46. i should be sleeping! it should be illegal to wake up this early. i am looking up elvis stuff at my library catologe. i am such a loser. i still have 30 minutes left of this crappy class. i wonder what i should do? i'm tired. French was so funny yesterday. we had a sub and me and my friend sat together and we starting writing all this bad stuff all over each other's agendas. like i wrote Giselle Has Boy Privates. and she wrote Samantha Likes Girl Privates. it was soo funny. so then i wrote all through each other's agenda's. like so there is a comment on almost everyday. it's so funny. man yesterday was one GREAT french class. i hope we have a sub again. Oh great. i hope my school doesn't get uniforms. i hope to god. i swear if it does, i will rebel against it. i hate uniforms. sure they "end the brand name" problem, but it amplifies inperfections. if you have 2 girls standing there and one is really small and the other one is bigger. it amplifies that. My parents don't have enough money to afford uniforms. STUPID SCHOOL BOARD! I hope my mom calls the social worker. and then i will try to make him listen..or i might just waste away.