{.116.} Save Yourself

Feeling: hopeless
well. only one more day of school left until i'm on my ass for a week. doing nothing. fuckers. i still have to sign up for math during summer school. cuz i failed math of course. fuck i don't want to, i wish i had of passed. (shh) Green Day is sooon. i'm so happy i got tickets. Anyway. Let's see. i have a project i haven't STARTED yet due tomorrow. and i can't not hand it in cuz she's not accepting them after the break and it's 20% of our mark. so i'm fucked. bascially. I'm trapped with these people that just don't wanna know me. Friends fucking suck. i just want to unhook myself from all of them. seriously. just stop talking to them because they cause more pain then happiness right now. i hate them. they are just another reason i am the way i am. guess what i think about now. i think about what would people do if all of a sudden someone just grabbed me and took me away, like a guy just grabbed me when i was walking home or to my bus. would anyone seriously notice? no. so to anyone who wants to kidnap a 15 year old and get away with it. Come Get Me Please I got the McR cd. yes i did. and ordered The Spill Canvas cd. and i got an elvis lighter. fun fun. i'm a fucking loser. that's all i am. the cuts are my shoulder are deeper then i thought, but still not very deep since i'm a pussy and my razor is dull. fucking razors. i need a new one. well i'm a castrophe. i need help and no one is there. Burden
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friends definitly suck and the older you get the worse it gets. hang in there, dont kill youself....i like reading you diary!!
[Anonymous]
Sometimes you cant wait for someone to help you, you have to do it yourself. Sitting and waiting is only making things harder. Please, go get help.
[Anonymous]