{.28.} Cutting Info

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: abnormal
Cutting info 1. How old are you? 14 2. How old were you when you started cutting? 12 or so 3. So that would be how many years? dunno, its been an on and off thing 4. What did you use the first time you cut? scissors 5. Was there any specific event that caused you to cut for the first time? i don't remember. 6. Have people seen your cuts/scars? not many ppl 7. Do they say anything, or ask you about them? no one really noticed 8. Do you try to hide your marks from people? yes 9. Do people you know get mad/upset when they see your scars or cuts? i showed a counsellor and he looked disguisted 10. What different tools do you use? razors,scissors 11. What areas on the body do you mutilate? wrists arm shoulders 12. Do you do any other self mutilation? not really 13. How many scars do you have? not many, u can't see them unless you look 14. Do you regret starting cutting? no 15. Do you intend on quitting? i tried, but i love the feeling 16. Are people trying to make you stop? not really 17. When is the last time you cut? Friday night 18. Do you have designs? an x mostly 19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? thats fucked, 20. Do you have any pre- or post-cutting rituals? no, cutting is my ritual 21. Do you put on any certain music when you cut? sometimes. 22. How do you feel after cutting? regret pain and peace 23. Does cutting really help you? yes 24. Have you ever contemplated a suicice involving cutting, or slitting? yes 25. Are you receiving help for cutting? no one cares, i tried, asked my vp she said there was more important things to do, so now i don't ask for help anymore 26. Do you like the blood? yes 27. Do you take special care of the cuts to avoid infection? no they dont get infected This or That 30. Razorblades/Glass: razorblades 31. Blood/Pain: both 32. Scars/Cuts: cuts 33. One deep slice/Lots of minor scratches: lots 34. Arms/Legs: arms 35. Stomach/Chest: stomach 36. Pins/Tacks: pins 37. Hide them/Show them off: hide em 38. Suicide/No suicide: no suicide Wow i am fucked up
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the song is linkin park- "numb" i love the song and the band!!... lataz
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