Listening to: nothing
Feeling: abnormal
Cutting info
1. How old are you? 14
2. How old were you when you started cutting? 12 or so
3. So that would be how many years? dunno, its been an on and off thing
4. What did you use the first time you cut? scissors
5. Was there any specific event that caused you to cut for the first time? i don't remember.
6. Have people seen your cuts/scars? not many ppl
7. Do they say anything, or ask you about them? no one really noticed
8. Do you try to hide your marks from people? yes
9. Do people you know get mad/upset when they see your scars or cuts? i showed a counsellor and he looked disguisted
10. What different tools do you use? razors,scissors
11. What areas on the body do you mutilate? wrists arm shoulders
12. Do you do any other self mutilation? not really
13. How many scars do you have? not many, u can't see them unless you look
14. Do you regret starting cutting? no
15. Do you intend on quitting? i tried, but i love the feeling
16. Are people trying to make you stop? not really
17. When is the last time you cut? Friday night
18. Do you have designs? an x mostly
19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? thats fucked,
20. Do you have any pre- or post-cutting rituals? no, cutting is my ritual
21. Do you put on any certain music when you cut? sometimes.
22. How do you feel after cutting? regret pain and peace
23. Does cutting really help you? yes
24. Have you ever contemplated a suicice involving cutting, or slitting? yes
25. Are you receiving help for cutting? no one cares, i tried, asked my vp she said there was more important things to do, so now i don't ask for help anymore
26. Do you like the blood? yes
27. Do you take special care of the cuts to avoid infection? no they dont get infected
This or That
30. Razorblades/Glass: razorblades
31. Blood/Pain: both
32. Scars/Cuts: cuts
33. One deep slice/Lots of minor scratches: lots
34. Arms/Legs: arms
35. Stomach/Chest: stomach
36. Pins/Tacks: pins
37. Hide them/Show them off: hide em
38. Suicide/No suicide: no suicide
Wow i am fucked up
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