{.176.} Back To The Razor

Listening to: /
Feeling: saucy
I Did It Again
It Felt Amazing
Cutting info 1. How old are you? 15 2. How old were you when you started cutting? 12 or so 3. So that would be how many years? dunno, its been off on 4. What did you use the first time you cut? scissors 5. Was there any specific event that caused you to cut for the first time? Not really. Just really stressed. 6. Have people seen your cuts/scars? Yah. But only close ones 7. Do they say anything, or ask you about them? no one really noticed 8. Do you try to hide your marks from people? yes 9. Do people you know get mad/upset when they see your scars or cuts? Mad and upset. They think im a freak 10. What different tools do you use? razors,scissors,knives,glass 11. What areas on the body do you mutilate? wrist forearm shoulder 12. Do you do any other self mutilation? Burning, bruising 13. How many scars do you have? A couple real good ones. 14. Do you regret starting cutting? Not really. Sometimes. 15. Do you intend on quitting? Sometimes I think I will, other times, I never want too 16. Are people trying to make you stop? yah 17. When is the last time you cut? yesterday 18. Do you have designs? And X and a Heart, but the heart is really faded 19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? No that’s fucking stupid. Like really fucking gay. 20. Do you have any pre- or post-cutting rituals? I rub the blood around. Sometimes let it drip. Then I clean up. Hide the razor. 21. Do you put on any certain music when you cut? No. 22. How do you feel after cutting? Nothing. That’s what I like 23. Does cutting really help you? yes 24. Have you ever contemplated a suicice involving cutting, or slitting? yes alot 25. Are you receiving help for cutting? yah 26. Do you like the blood? yes 27. Do you take special care of the cuts to avoid infection? no This or That 30. Razorblades/Glass: Razorblades 31. Blood/Pain: Blood 32. Scars/Cuts: Both 33. One deep slice/Lots of minor scratches: Lots 34. Arms/Legs: Arms 35. Stomach/Chest: Chest 36. Pins/Tacks: Pins 37. Hide them/Show them off: Hide Them 38. Suicide/No suicide: No Suicide
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OMG BABE! PLEASE email me!!! liltwistedfreak77@yahoo.com

Hun, you DONT need to do this!!!!

hey your wrong.. sorry i havnt tlked to you in a while i havent had the chance wich sucks and i fergot the site name.. but you dont gotta worry cuz you still got me and i love you and please dont cut.. thats bad!! but yeah i hope i get to talk to you soon bye bye i love you
Whatever makes you feel good. *eyeroll*

MY LOVE.
remember me? you probably dont.
but we're still ghetto children.

and in case youre wondering.
im on myspace. ITS TAKEN ME OVER.

but I think I might brush up on my sitd one day. =]

DONT HURT YOURSELF :((((

♥ loverrrr you.
hey dunno if ya get this just been reading your diary, breaks my heart if u ever need to get in touch let me know
I love cutting, darling. Fuck the anonymous losers who tell you to kill yourself, I get it all the time and it doesn't phase me. Of course the blade to my skin usually means I'm making an aesthetical design, but sometimes I go back to slashes when I'm angry or whatever. People who don't understand can fuck themselves. And if you want to cut yourself, do it, ignore the people who are "worried" and tell you not to.
Peace chica.
-Midnight Rose