Listening to: Hurricane - Something Corporate
Feeling: wonderful
A Happy Broken Heart
Give me a break. stop pulling on my heart for a minute. stop making me laugh and making me cry. let me get my breath back
Why do you do this to me? why do you make me so happy and then make me so sad? i don't understand you. i really don't.
You promised not to hurt me. you said you never would, but baby, you lied because i'm hurting right now. i'm hurting because i'm alone, i'm hurting because your not, but mostly i'm hurting because you have no idea.
What happened to us? we used to be so happy, and fit together nicely, but now it seems your upset and simply just repelling me.
What did i do wrong? Did you finally realize that i'm not beautiful? did you realize that i'm not worth anything? that i'm a fucking mess. Did you finally realize that? God, i hope not.
Please just come back to me. Come back, come back, because i'm tired of crying. i'm sick of worrying and i just need you to kiss me and make it all go away. Tell me i'm silly for thinking you don't care. Tell me you love me, and hold me tight.
--Samantha Montgomery (me.)
and do you have like aim er yahoo msnger er something?
p.s. - new diary
-brandi (atorturedsoul)
That's why I added you ... because I thought you added me? Well, that and you're thuper cool! lol...
'ave a jolly good day...
peaceoutx
and I added you to my friends list
-deadtotheworld
<3 Chris <3