I'm feeling better today. that last entry was a lil much i guess. lol. I don't think i failed my science exam. i knew a fair amount of the answers. so. *shrugs. Ryan is back to normal. lol. i'm happy i think. i'm not really sure what happy is. but i know i'm not sad. lol. i'm half excited for that part, and half fucking terrified. lol. so. cuz sleeping over will be, i dunno. i guess we'll see how things go! My back fucking kills right now. and my stomach too. ouch ouch ouch. summer school is def going to suck hardcore. ugh. fucking hell. i wish i wasn't retarded and just had passed. Our one month is next week. holy fuck. i'm glad it's lasted. like extremely glad. what else. i met met giselle's boyfriend yesterday. he was cool. and his friend was cool too. i still envy that they get to see each other so god damn much. anyway. i am in too much damn pain to be typing right now. fucking hell. Why do you love me? it's driving me crazy. Why do you love me?