Here i am, again, in tech. i felt like skipping today, but i came anyway. i really need to skip french because i idn't do the homework, and i think we have a quiz. which i am going to fail! Today at lunch i am walking to central(hish school) to meet my friend Brittney, i have a christmas present i never had the chance to give it her. i am going to get mark to come with me. i went once alone and i almost got lost. i am such a loser sometimes. I still have not finished this cartoon we have to do in tech. i feel like a geek, almost everyone has it done. i have no imagination anymore. i use to have one. I have to babysit today at 4 45 until 6 00 or so. which will be fun. i love kids and the money is nice. so it's all good. there are 3 kids, 7 yrs 5 yrs and 3yrs. they are usually really good. and they live just 5 minutes from my house. Today in science we are suppose to watch the movie contact. i tried to watch that once s long time ago, and i found it boring. maybe it is because i was young. The next unit we are doing in science in eletricity, i heard that it is really hard because of all the math, well at least this year it is in english. Still haven't decided if i am going to give this address to anyone, a girl in my tech class saw it, which didn't bother me, in fact i showed her really. but i am not sure if i can give it to anyone else. i trust brittney, but i don't want her to think that i am giving it to her, because i want her to give me hers. which is entirely not true. i just don't think i can trust anyone enough right now to give it to them. maybe later. i need, no want 4 things but i only have 20$ i want a cd,shoes,movie,sweatshirt. man i am so poor. if i won the lottery my life would be better, money can't buy happiness, but it can buy peace of mind, so you don't have to worry about anything. oh well, that just a fucking dream. Holy Crap, it is only 8 37. this stupid class goes until 9 25. i love how high school ends at 2 10, i hated last year getting home at 4 20. i had a really long bus ride last year, but i loved it because of the people on it, they were great. they are all different now, but this year it is a short bus ride and i don't know anyone. so thats good its short. i feel weird today, i don't have a sweatshirt, sweatshirts are my security blanket, i never leave without one, but the shirt i am wearing has long selve shirt so i thought it would be fine. but i need a sweatshirt. isn't that weird? There is like 5 songs playing at once in this damn classroom and it is really freaking annoying. and only one of the songs were good. ugh it is pissing me off. There are all these people who have plans during the march break, not me, all i am going to end up doing is sitting on my ass all week, then dreading when i come back. i don't feel like working today, i never do. Nothing is working for me with this stupid cartoon! I got to get to work. might write another entry later in this classs