it's been way to damn long. i just haven't been able to write. right now, it's 2:12. i got my ass kicked by a math test, which i could have eased through if i had of studied, or done my homework. Jesus, i'm a fucking idiot. Good Charlotte concert was last night. they rocked my socks off. Benji is so hot. and he sang wounded and emotionless by himself. soooo hot. it made me kind of sad, when they were singing their songs, made me think about sitting in the bathroom, listening to their new record, and crying in the car thinking about everything i'd lost. so, it was a lil crazy. Then there was the fact ryan was there. and he's so weird now. gawd. i don't even know what i want anymore. he bought me this ring. and it's pretty. i wear it on my pinky, cuz it's uberly small, but still. it's pretty. it was sweet of him, but then i say like, "thanks for the ring ryan" and he just shrugs it off, like, "it was only 3 bucks." i feel stupid and worthless. wow i'm worth 3 bucks. fuck you. My Final exam is friday. i must pass. or i am a retard. so yah. i can't even think anymore. Social code opened for GC. and they were Incredible. i wanted to get thier cd, but i didn't. i got a nice GC zip up instead. i can't wait for my pictures to be developped. :) i'll post some on here. Well...that's it for me... --------------------------------------------- You're floating in my atmosphere I can't breathe Took me so long to notice what was hanging over me My friends say you're a castastrophe that I can't see They've never been wrong before I was wrong to believe That you were better than nothing Better than nothing I was wrong to believe That you were better than nothing Better than nothing Your car crash habit just about killed me I let you drive me round and round Until I fell asleep Out long expired memories remind me Of What it was like before