I have had a horrible fucking weekend so far. i was so tired when i got up at 12. then i had a fight with my mom over some stupid bullshit. went to the Y, volunteered. went home. fought even more with mother and father. Watched tv. Sister came over. Had another huge fight with mother sister and father. Some words were exchanged that hurt alot, so guess what i did? i went straight to my room and got a razor and cut. I felt numb when i was finished. Then things calm down when i went back downstairs and we finished watching the movie we had started before the fight. I watched Monster today. It was good, then i watched the featurette, and i hated how they tried to make us forget that she killed 7 guys, alot of which had a family. A lot of people have fucked up lives, they don't all make the choice to kill people. and her girlfriend.. what a fucking bitch. Makes me sick what kind of people there are in this life. Gross. My brother called tonight. That make me happy. I got an email and i was so happy to know he was ok. He says treeplanting sucks but at least he is making money. that good right? I hope he gets home , but when he gets home it means my summer will be almost over. Ugh. i wish i could wake up tomorrow and it be over, school exams, everything that puts extra pressure in my life. My 1st period teacher said i wasn't in tech. Fuckhead. i was. he even talked to my group. Fucking fag. jesus. He is never in my class so how does he know if i am there or not. assmunch. makes me so incredibly mad. He can't teach,type and now hes blind. what a stupid dickhead. It's late. i have to babysit tomorrow, from 12 to 3. i hope it flys by. i hope the other pushy lady doesn't call. No offense. but it is hard to say no to her. I am going to cruise the net for pictures of hot guys like Jeremy Renner and Hayden Christensen. P.S i am watching Reba, and its really funny.