i haven't written in here in a really long time but i've been sick and then checking up with homework and everything. it's been insanity lately. i feel like i'm in a million pieces and i'm not sure how to get myself back together. Sum 41 is on monday. whoo! i'm kinda excited. there are 3 other bands playing. and i'm going to get like a t-shirt or something. my stomach hurts. ugh. i've been so torn with my feelings about R. i hate hate hate him. or at least i want to. i want things to be like they used to be. this guy peter asked me out. hes a loser. fucking 19 yr old over the net pilot loser. i never answered him. but meh. at least someone THINKS they like me. GREEN DAY IS SO SOON! i'm excited. Billie Joe is the Hottest punk rocker ever. this entry is short. and boring. I'm done I'm no barbie doll I'm not your baby girl I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines