okay, it's been a fucking long time. i just am so tired of thinking about all the shit that's in this diary. like ryan, and depression, and my sister, and everything like that. so i just can't do it anymore. i'll prolly make a new one. but right now i'm just really really uninspired. i got my snakebite piercings. which is good. but anyway, so if anyone wants to get in touch with me, my email is make_me_your_mannequin@hotmail.com. the end?