i haven't written in here for a long time. but i have been sick. i have an awful cough. i missed 2 days of school last week. i am always sick around Easter. Speaking of Easter, mine was hell. but family gatherings like that are usually like that. it was my fault this year. i was being a bitch. i'll admit it. i hated the Easter dinner, i got yelled at so i complained, then i fianlly retreated to my room. i used a safety pin this time. I went to the pet store on thursday. my dad bought me a bunny. he's brown with blackish in him. i named him Keano. My brother loves man united. i guess their captin is irish and nicknamed Keano. i thought it was a cute name. i watched a man united game on saturday. there is this really hot soccer player. so i am going to watch it more and more. too bad beckham still isn't on that team, he is so hot. i got new boots a while ago. i might have wrote about them b4, oh well, i love them. my sister is going to buy me a cd, if she can borrow them. and she will buy me another cd to borrow my other boots. if she follows through i will get the living end cd and the jeresy cd. i saw jeresy in concert. they opened for sum 41. that was the funnest night of my life. i love concerts. I am in tech. i hate tech. the teacher is an idiot. we have another assembly. and again he is making us go to the stupid grade 10 assembly. I hate him. I am writing a book. i started it on thursday. i have 6000 words now. It's called torn. it's about a girl who's life is going out of control.i write it on my laptop. i will keep you updated abnout it if you want. I can't believe it snowed last night. wow, its APRIL! and it's snowing. I hate the cold, my favourite time of year is Autumn. not too cold, not too hot We had to do a true false thing about sexual assult. it was all stuff that everybody knows. I saw brother bear on the weekend. it is the cutest movie i have ever seen. it almost made me cry. i saw the dvd and their is this game called find out your totem. i got the falcon. it said that i am adventous and imaginative. my brother watched brother bear too, i was happy he watched it because i hadn't seen him all night. he did it too and got the wolf, which said that hes generous and a good friend. which is true about him. I couldn't get to sleep last night. i hate that feeling. i finally fell asleep at 2 or so. i got 5 hours of sleep, which is better then 2. i am so glad its a 4 day week. i wish that weekend hadn't of went so fast. I painted eggs with my brother's gf kelly. well, half painted them. we never finished it. i'll just finish it by myself. I hope my mom's alright. i miss her. she's so sad sometimes. i wish i could give her money. that would make all her problems go away. it's scary because my dad can barely support us with only his paycheck. i am so greedy. i am such a jerk. i shouldn't have gotten that money, or those boots. i am such a jerk. The assembly thing is in 15 minutes. i hope it goes by fast. i hate assemblys now. i don't know any grade 10s. so i have to sit alone. i guess it's not that bad, i mean, i get through it. i am such a baby sometimes. My eyes hurt. probably because i didn't get alot of sleep. i have to take out keano today, yesterday i didn't and he was really wild when i tried to get to sleep. he was jumping all over the place, playing around. He is so cute. i hope he lives a long life.