Well, im back. after many many months of leaving this little text box empty. i am back to reck havoc on this little website called sitdiary. Well, let's see where i have been for the past 3 months, well i've started gr 10, with a bang. i'm failing almost all of my courses. haha. that's no surprise. God, i miss this. just typing and typing on this diary, and knowing, no one, *that i don't want to* will read it. It's absolutely beautiful. Well. it's a friday, and i don't volunteer on fris anymore, so i'm all alone. just me and my thoughts. Well, Mother is in the other room. and Eve(dog) is standing beside me. but you get the idea. Today, was this math task thing. which i totally blew. i suck @ math. and i am seriously going to fail it. i know it. there is no way i could pass. I got tony hawk underground today. i bought it off this really hot niner @ my skool. Bryan. he's on my bus. very hot, but of course hes an asshole, kinda. I am in love with the new the used cd. it's awesome. amazing. there is not word for it. Tonight we are just going to rent some movies, and chill at home and eat some fast food that i shouldnt have nor can afford. Well, my love life is still non exist. i'm starting to think, i'm going to die alone, and like get a prostitute to pop my cherry. Ew. i'm disguisting. I'm also cutting again. but i love it. i've made scars on my arm and a heart scar on my wrist it's beautiful. Well i AM going to make myself update this diary. i've put so much effort into it.