Today i have to go to the mall, i need shoes and clothes. i don't feel like going. i hate shopping. So these girls are still trying to have the last word on this damn thing, and its quite sad how they have to come on here and piss people off to make themselves happy. I just delete their comments and keep going on with my life. They are wrting about me in their entries which just makes me think they need conflict in their lives. whatever i don't care. man look at me now i am writing about them. this is getting really annoying Anyway i am watching this God biograpy thing. it's pretty cool. I feel sick in my stomach today. feels like i am going to puke. hopefully i am not sick because i have to volunteer tonight at the YMCA/YWCA. i work in the childrens playroom. i love kids. their great, so young and innocent. There was this one little kid who just touched my heart, he was wanted to play with me and he just talked my ear off, he was so cute! he never comes in anymore, which sucks. I am talking to my friend Ryan, he has a girlfriend which sucks, hes a cute guy. oh well, i don't really want a boyfriend, i think they can be too complicated. but maybe thats just me, maybe it is because i haven't met that special guy yet. i am not sure I can't believe it is ALREADY friday! that sucks soooo bad. i hate school work. but i like the people so i guess it works out. ill probably fail all my classes,which would be really funny. I havent gotten anywhere soon with talking to my mom about the labret. maybe if i keep asking she might break. which would be awesome, because i want to get it done at the beginning of the summer! i wonder if there is any hope of that happening. probably not. I found the tattoo i want!! it's amazing, a heart with firey wings, it is so pretty. ahh i love it. i am going to get it on my lower back when i am 18. Now all i need is the money. I need to get a job. But i am young, i think the only people that hire at 14 is Wendy's. I really don't want to work there. i want to work at like subway or mr sub. that would be so cool, or i want to work retail. that would be easier. somewhere in the mall. i would LOVE to work at the mall. So much to do...So little time