have you ever been hurt so many times in the past that you just give up feeling for a while? you just stay numb for a little bit, because even if you cant be happy at least you cant be sad...and sometimes it worth it. that is what i am feeling right now. i dont trust many people and i am not surprised when i turn around and they stab me in the back. why are people like that? i dont understand, people are so quick to judge, i mean life is hard, why make it harder for other people?