i dont wanna face you...i just wanna run... yeah, well i seem to have gotten myself into quite a bind. you know what, fuck that. im through. i dont have to do that. there was a huge change in me over the summer. if that bothers you, then fuck you. its just like i dont see a point in going out wtih anyone unless they really really go good with me. somehow over the summer i went from one of thsoe girls who is obsessed with having a boyfriend to someone who really doesnt care. having a boyfriend is not that important, i dont like leaning on other people anyway. besides, im 15, still a little girl by some standards. im not going to be one of those women who marries some guy because they just cant say no and ends up having a life fighting and throwing dishes at his head. and im going to wait until i find someone who i want fight with and will be perfect for me (if someone like that even exists) and if it takes me until i am old then so be it. love isnt everything...