"you either really hate me or you are really really shy" apparently it has been gettting on someone's nerves that i am shy. well im sorry, but im not going to change my whole nature for you. i was born this way. you are gonna have to work a little harder to get me to come out of my shell. if you dont want to, then i am very sorry. because i gave up changing my shape to fit with others a long time ago. i want someone who can fit with me without changing and me fit to them without changing. i guess these days that is a lot to ask... hopefully i am going to see Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King with Kelsey Courtney Jake Jeremiah and Jake tonight...they are all wild and crazy so it should be fun. more later. ly me i add to my info almost daily when i think of more things.