its late and im hoping for a snowday. i just wrote a new poem for mrs kelley-hirata's class. its supposed to be a memory poem, but i actually put some emotion in it, so ill probably fail. ill put it up. i just thought if i took your hand i could pull you up to the light but this heart was beyond repair you were an anchor that was too heavy and began to drag me down into the darkness the only light was the memory of happiness that still shined in your eyes so i let go and the light went out and i just wanted to say that im sorry. i hope we have a snowday tomorrow. otherwise im gonna be dead. ill update more later. apparently today by missing school i missed a huge fight, throwing beans at the walls and yelling, and people dressed as cows pulling other people around in carts. fun stuff always happens when i miss. *I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Have you left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me Ill do anything you say just tell me* -evanescence __________________________ somehow, even though we only ended up getting about one inch of snow, we are off school. i am looking at my street right now and i see no ice. sounds like our new superintendent is either super cool or she just pulled a "last year", where they predict a huge storm and call us off and then nothng happens. oh well. im not complaining. http://diaries.suchisthis.com/keepsondreamin/?cmd=view_entry&eid=105 dont sympathise, dont empathise, but tell me if you know what that entry means. has anyone besides aleksandra and me noticed how much i have changed since i started writing this? i went from not writing anything of meaning, to depressed and trapped and scared, to now, whatever now is. i guess now would be..eh, i cant tell you. fuck this.