I am a common blue dandelion growing in between two squares of cement outside my family's house. I am a common blue dandelion...that isn't so common. A not so common dandelion that thrives on weedkiller. Not pretty, but different. so won't you try to kill me? won't you shoot me down? won't you stomp all over me? six flags is still hiring. i am very excited. maybe, MAYBE, ill have a job this summer. now, will someone help me make up a believable lie to answer the question "whats the worst thing you've ever done where you knew you should do the right thing but you didnt?" meh. i hope you guys have fun at the ani concert. ___________________________________ o.m.g., my legs are sore. this working out stuff is no fun. all i know is that i better start bein able to wear 5s again without feeling claustrophobic.... ____________________________________ I want a john smith. i want a john smith, or a prince eric, or even just a shadow or a friend. i can't stand watching disney movies anymore. i realize now why i stopped playing with barbies and watching cartoon movies. its because...things arent like that!! they arent like that in the real world! ive watched the little mermaid and pocahontas and both of them made me cry, because dammit, things AREN'T LIKE THAT!!! why the FUCK do people instill that innocence in us? i cant watch those movies anymore. i cant. it hurts too much, wanting something so bad and knowing it doesnt even fucking exist... it really hurt me. ___________________________________ so, ill just pretend like nothing ever happened. i'll just forget that there is this gaping hole inside of you that not love, drugs, or money can fill. or keeping busy, or food, or exercising, or crying. yeah, i can see it.... i can see it because i have it too...