There was no phone call. I want to run away, and leave everything I think I care about behind, and start a new life for myself. I'm not going to. No, sorry, not THAT irrational. I don't have a single dollar to my name. I'd have to stand on shadowy street corners at early hours of the morning and get picked up by disgusting strangers to survive and make some money. ahem. NO, not that kinda girl, thanks. I'd like to live to see a revolution without having aids. St Louis...is just too tiring for me right now.