your feelings i can't help but rape them i'm sorry i don't feel the same my heart inside is constantly hating i'm sorry i just throw you away i dont know why im so fucking cold i dont know why it hurts me .... why do i have a concience all it does is fuck with me not you. just him. i like you. you make my tummy feel funny when i talk to you. yes, i like you. ________________________________________ THE LIST. me. nicole borgard. aleksandra kinlen. stephen. kelsey huels. courtney beuscher kelsey ray i think kelsey t i hope madeline handschy alex willis lauren brand? kourtney dempsey i hope kait mcgraw sarah n brian latal kyle stringer my buddy zac zac's friend alex? zac's friend brett? zac's friend jj? did he say he was bringing berkley and jesse? landon conley 7-10 other friends of landons * * * * * * * * * kelsey's friend zach zach's friend april m? katie early laura m? jake crist probably taylor march probably jonathan eisen? cory? kait's nick dan walters dan's friend? courtney lee? probably robby probably kevin probably kevin's friend daniel and then the people i havnt invited yet and the people who cant come. as you can see, this party has great potential. i am fucking excited. haha. the majority of my friends tell me korns music is scary. its funny. if you are counting thats somehwere around 50 people. i wish on stars. for you.