waiting for morning

Listening to: my racing heartbeat
Feeling: pathetic
have you ever felt it? have you ever felt that where any sound makes you scream and you think you see things moving out of hte corner of your eyes?....it wont go away....i am so afraid... last night i went to kelseys house, and everything was making me jump. it was me courtney jake kelsey jeremiah and jake. jake drove us back to my house because kelsey and courtney were gonna spend the night here. we got out of the car and just looked at each other, and it was raining and cold, so we got back in the car. kelsey had a really bad feeling about it so she didnt want to get back in, but she didnt want to be by herself. blah blah..when we got back we talked to jake on the phone until like 4 in the morning, and at about 3 i was in the bathroom and i heard kelsey and courtney screaming, so i ran downstairs. kelsey said she saw something move in the window, and that something was tapping on the window also. then courtney like scared the crap out of me, so i figured kelsey made that whole thing up to scare me. then today i went to see honey with nicole and kait, and we came back and we were dancing in my basement. all the lights were off and the music was blasting, and we were just having a little party. blink 182 came on and we were jumpin up and down and dancing, and all of a sudden while nicole was in midair she got freezing cold, and started shaking while she was in the air. she fell onto the ground and was hugging kait because she was shaking so bad. i dont know what was going on, everything happenned so fast, but two people were screaming and someone turned on the lights. i was in midair spinning when the lights came on adn something white moved in the corner of my eye. i just got the worst feeling, and chills, and kait started screaming when she saw how terrified my face was. we ran upstairs, to my room, but something wasnt right in there either and we ended up running out screaming. we came down by the computer, where we felt better for some reason. we explained the whole thing to kelsey, who is knowledgeble about this kind of stuff. she said that last night when she was at my house it was actually two orbs that she saw in the window...and i think ghosts can take shape in orb form. an orb is kind of like a ball of light if you dont know. then when we were on the computer a small part of the window about baseball sized fogged up...and then went away...and my dog is acting all freaked out. im very scared i know i sound so childish and like i just watched a scary movie, but for those of you who dont know me i dont get scared easily at all. so now im completly paranoid. my shadow scares me. and my voice is hoarse from screaming. i am alone, everyone is asleep. i am afraid to sleep....
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it scared the fuck outta me when i read it, now its kinda funny, i always hear that i should have a respect for that stuff, but, i dont, fuck it, im not scared
[Anonymous]
i learned early, that its all in my head, and that making myself scared is stupid, i guess most people missed that...
[Anonymous]