I remember when i was a little girl, i know i am still young by a lot of peoples standards, but i am talking about when i still believed in santa claus. i would be so excited, i wouldnt be able to sleep for nights before christmas, i would wake up at 5 in the morning and drag my parents out of bed to see what santa brought in the night, it was the best time of year for me. im just not really feeling that this year. it seems like this year christmas is just another day. like time keeps on moving whether i want it to or not, the only reasons i have had trouble sleeping is because of my insomnia. i didnt help pick out our tree (for hte first time i really dont think i would care if we did get a fake one instead of real, even though i love real trees), i didnt help decorate the house, i didnt wrap anything. it just doesnt seem like christmas. well since it is 1 in the morning here, merry christmas to all! i am gettin my digital camera in the next few days...so if i get it and i can figure out how to hook it up to the computer then ill put pics on here a LOT more often..you can see me in more recent pictures.