i think i may kind of like him. i ache for him. no, not him, silly. not who you think. him. _____________________________ so, you want to know the reason why you are here. its because your parents chose to have unprotected sex. that is the reason you are alive. you don't have some purpose that was meant for you before you were alive. in my opinion. i've accepted it. i must make my own destiny, my own fate. and im ok.