i have this song in my head, here are the lyrics its change (in the house of flies) by deftones i watched you change into a fly i looked away you were on fire i watched a change in you its like you never had wings and you feel so alive ive watched you change i took you home set you on the glass i pulled off your wings then i laughed. . . . that song gives me chills. not just the words but the way that he sings it well. obviously one of my friends either started a rumor about me or passed it on or one of my other friends did. because he sure wont tell me. he tells me that it doesnt matter. well, if it doesnt matter, then why the hell cant you tell me? im so fucking sick of my friends betraying me. yeah, you think you are so high and mighty up on your pedastal, you are so close with God and such a good person that it must give you the right to judge people. well guess what. i dont FUCKING care that you dont care if i did that stuff or not. I FUCKING CARE THAT YOU BELIEVED I DID. friends: if you have started/passed/believed the rumors in the past i dont care, i love you anyway. but i want to know what that rumor was. and im not talking to him until he tells me. what kind of ass fuck would believe something like i have had sex with every guy ive ever gone out with, including the ones in middle school? that is the weirdest one i have heard, but seriously, that is so fucked up. if anyone says things like that about me then they obviously dont know me well enough to be talking about me. end of story. you know, sometimes im actually glad that people feel such a need to pass on these stupid rumors that dont even make any sense. it sure lets me know who my true friends are. i need a beer.... by the way, does anyone besides me think that this new layout SUCKS??