well. this is cool. why is my life so goddamn dramatic. no, im not talking about the fight. im talking about dissapointments. but its ok. because i act like a second grader, and im gonna walk into my third grade classroom next year with my head held high ready to make people laugh. smiling. and laughing. and enjoying life. and you know what? ive been happier in the last few weeks. and i like myself more in the last few weeks. do you like how i am more in the last few weeks? and i need to talk to you. want/need. [crave] oh well. i need to wash off the baby oil. pronto. (tanning) ________________________________________ i can't breathe again. help.