its coming. when i ran today, i had to stop short. because halfway through the first lap my throat was raw and swollen and i couldnt breathe. if i took more than 1/4 of a breath, then my throat felt like it was burning. and im tired all the time. yessiree. i believe i have the beginnings of strep (what my mom has) eh...ill be brave...and get online wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im spinning and circles and guess who feels like shit? ________________________________ this is from a conversation with salmon, but not exactly. the more history i learn, the more i hate everything. it happened a little bit before now, but this unit has evoked the most hate. the vietnam war. i hate the government for lying to the public, and i hate them for not taking a more offensive stance or doing whatever they could to not have so many american boys with their whole lives ahead of them die and i hate them for killing the vietnamese, even if the vietnamese were trying to kill them, its still sad. and i HATE the my lai massacre. i hate the vietnamese for having to have a communist government and killing so many, which i guess was their job, but i hate the vietnamese for taking over after we left. and i hate every other country that could have helped the south vietnamese and didnt and i hate every single person that spit at a united states soldier when he came home after fighting in some jungle hell serving our country and watching his friends die left and right and wondering if he was next and i just hate everyone and everything. i hate that 50,000 people died and hundreds of thousands were wounded (americans) and it didnt even matter, because north vietnam took over anyway. i hate everything. i hate the past, i hate the future, i hate now. i hate almost every single person in the world. and i hate the world. i just hate...