living with my brother, has made me his opposite, emotionally. while he cannot control his emotions, its almost as if i have none. when i get into fights with people, im the one that keeps it going. because im not even angry. they can tell me things such as WhTvRjAkE: U CAN, AND U WILL GO TO HELL U FUCKING BITCH!!! and i still just take it, and dont say anything mean back. its not like i push thier buttons on purpose, what do they want me to do, search my mind for the meanest thing i can think of to say? that wouldnt be very nice :) but i think it pisses people off that it is hard for them to affect me. actually, it pisses me off too, because its hard to feel the good things too. and when is the last time ive smiled?