do you even understand? i need music, i breathe music. i crave music like i crave food when i am hungry, or water when i am thirsty. right now i am craving afi "silver and cold" if you were to put me on an island by myself, and i was forced to stay there, id just want my music. music inspires me. it makes me want to cry from a melody + words that have a deep and sorrowful meaning. music defines my mood. and i remember times in my life from the music that was playing. pink floyd "another brick in the wall pt 2"-that night in gulf shores... papa roach lovehatetragedy (the whole cd)- gulf shores and the dark times afterward staind "so far away" and fuel "falls on me", late september-early october, when things went good again cold "cure my tragedy"-that night when i thought he had killed himself... and the list goes on. do you even understand it? my need for music? i dream of music, when i am bored i play a song in my head, or get better at an instrument. if i had a choice between being blind or deaf, i would choose blind. no sight can describe music, but music can describe anything, it can fit any mood, any feeling. it can be a beautiful sunset or love or hate, or sorrow or wanting to die or its snowing outside and its cold and youve got nowhere to go... my life is a song. and i wouldnt have it any other way. *im strong and fearless only cause i got rock n roll im knee deep in our blood only cause i got rock n roll crazier than i ever was im bloodied up i beat my skull in comin home in a body bag and im ready to die for rock n roll* -papa roach "m-80 (explosive energy movement)" *Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive. . . . I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed* cold "bleed" i guess some people understand...my need for music