it was beautiful. the ideal spring day. to me, at least. it rained, everything was so green. it was storming so i didnt dare go back in the woods, but i picked 5 snowball flowers and set them up hidden behind my hottub as a star. for those of you who dont have snowball flowers ever, they are made up of little star shaped flowers. so i put a little star in the middle of the big star. i couldnt wait to get outside in the rain while every other girl around me was like OMG, ITS RAINING, I DONT WANT TO GET WET, OMG, MY HAIR, OMG. MY MAKEUP IS GOING TO RUN. O.M.G. i guess maybe im just different. i love nature, whether it is raining storming snowing or hellishly humid. *sigh* friend. i might not be on here for a while. im staying the weekend at kelsey's house. aleks ill cya at jake's party i need to go pack. like now. im leaving in 45 minutes. well, i got mixed reactions about the hair. the people whos opinion mattered to me thought it looked cool tho. other people told me that i should get it redone by a professional, and not to strip my hair. but its ok. i have decided that i look better with dark hair. (from far away it looks like way dark brown). so, if i do re-dye it, it will be my whole head and dark brown. it just brings out my eyes (like lauren and chelsea said) and it looks like i should have it naturally. i did when i was a baby. then it got blonde, and now its getting darker. well, i gotta go. this weekend should be awesome. except that my gma is coming sunday to stay ALL summer with us. suckness. love you all me I can't stand to let you in I'm just watching you and I don't know what to do feeling like a fool inside feeling all the hurt you hide.... i need somebody someone can't somebody help me all i need is to be loved just for me awesome song. wow. i had no idea what i was doing out there. oh well, first time for everything. :)