my biggest talent is not my musical ability, it is the ability that i am cursed with to screw everything in my life up, no matter how hard i try not to. i try to keep the drama out of things and it makes it even worse. was i born to suffer? maybe we were all born to suffer, some of us just know how to lie to ourselves to the point where we cant feel pain anymore. every lie is a drop of morphine, how numb will you make yourself just so that you cant feel the pain anymore? how many lies? how many until you are so numb that you dont know how to feel again? and would you sacrifice the happiness in the world just so that you cant feel the pain in it? ive dug myself into a hole of my own lies before, my lies that the world was nice, i was drowning in my own lack of emotion. i wont sacrifice it, i have hope for better days, and when they come im not going to be up to my ears in apathy. what do you choose? oh and on a less serious and unhappy note my cousins from TX are in, natives of st louis but i wish i got to see them more, and im getting my digital camera tomorrow i think. and its raining!! i love rain, rain always helps my mood
Morpheus

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