Plans for tomorrow: Was going to Nathan's game but it has been moved to Friday, thus I have nothing to do. *screw around trying to drive up at summit, purposefully give my mother a nervous breakdown or a heart attack doing such *clean my room. not because i should, not because my parents want me to, but because im sick of the fucking frilly pink wallpaper and posters of bands i dont even like anymore (the wallpaper was from the 4 year old girl that lived in my room before we bought my house) and i want to redo my room soon. i want to paint it midnight blue, and have me and my mom study astrology for a while, and paint the constellations on my ceiling (which would also be painted midnight blue) and the moon in its various stages around my room. I would definitely feel more at home. Also because i want to find that journal that i wrote last summer, and because its beginning to smell in my room, and i cant have my sanctuary smelling bad. if im going to hide in there it has to smell like outside. I'm going to start reading the cards again. It calms me. I need it these days. Oh, and unless otherwise noted, all photographs will be by me. My background is my current favorite. I completely forgot that tomorrow was april fools day. giving my mom a heartattack should do nicely for an april fools day trick. dont do anything mean to me. i either get revenge, or i dont forgive. i really have changed. you just don't see it. oh well. almost midnight. if i dont get in bed, my head is going to turn to a pumpkin and explode. that made no sense whatsoever, which is why i am leaving.