:/ now, that said. i'm going to actually start caring about how i look as of tomorrow. wowsers. Me and Courtney and Kelsey are going to great clips, i'm getting my split ends cut off, getting a new layered thing, blah blah. I will also start wearing makeup. And, we are going swimsuit shopping so that I can buy something that I'm not worried abotu falling out of. and maybe ill wear jeans. key word: MAYBE. and i'll start exercising. me and kelsey are making a documentary of student life at summit with my little camera. yep. and tomorrow we are going to do a life of the shopper documentary with before and after pictures. oh, and don't forget an eyebrow wax. touch up that doesnt look like much, but really is. my camera is my favoritest little gadget ive ever recieved from my paernts in my life. if you cant tell. blah. __________________________________________ "Deep inside your soul there's a hole you don't wanna see Every single day what you say makes no sense to me Even though I try I can't get my head around you Somewhere in the night there's a light in front of me Heaven up above, with a shove, abandons me Even though I try I fall in the river of you You've managed to bring me down too All your faking shows you're aching Every single day what you say makes no sense to me Lettin you inside, isn't right, don't mess with me I never really know what's going on inside you I can't get my head around you...." and so on. i just heard that song for the first time, i really like it, i think...