i love this song. it reminds me of the 80s, i guess because it has what at least sounds like a synthesizer in the background. makes me wish i had grown up in the 80s...i hate the 00s...or really, i just hate my age. i wanna be 18, i have more maturity than some 20 year olds i know. im sick of waiting!! this year is going so fast--a good thing. and i think, maybe, im starting to understand school spirit. im still the slacker that isnt involved, which most of the teachers give me hell for, but i just remember back to the pep rally in the beginning of the year, its like this powerful feeling of being more than one person, of over a thousand people being a whole, and that if we all got together and tried to do something it would get done. example: i know somone from seckman, who organized something where EVERY SINGLE PERSON in the school skipped school to protest something the school did. the rule got changed back. a very cool thing to do, its too bad he was a skank... or maybe im all wrong. who knows, i dont, and i dont really care. im not all about highschool, im more about college. goal: be nicer to my family. mixer:not the 16th, it was changed to the 30th. party:? strangely, this carbonated water tastes like beer... now listening to: finch "what it is to burn" i love this song too... ___________ 9: 25 PM went to best buy. they play this music over the speakers, well it was skipping REALLY REALLY bad, and they were trying to figure out what to do, they changed hte song, it got worse, they put it on commentary, it was still skipping, they tried to turn it down and off, but they ended up blasting it through the store, by this time i was on the ground laughing so hard that i couldnt get up, and i was getting very rude looks from old ladies. evanescence "fallen"- $14 afi "sing the sorrow"-$14 poison the well "the opposite of december"-$15 p.o.d.(the new one)-$15 knowing that i only have about ten dollars left until my birthday-fuck...i didnt mean for that to happen... im kind of in a strange mood today. weird.