no one is going to read all those surveys, so ill just make a new one. im pretty sure that i will be able to convince my mom about my room. paint it midnight blue, and me and her will study constellations and the placement of the stars, and paint a mural of the stars, along with the phases of the moon, on my ceiling and around the top of the walls. ill feel so much more...at home, like when im outside, than when im in that room with frilly pink wallpaper. i cannot wait. much love, i am leaving now. yes, love. its quite cold outside tonight. shiver. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ my room is only nice with you in it. my bed is too small.