i can only remember two things from last night. fear. and pain. i slept for 8 hours and woke up like i hadnt slept a wink. and i remember having nightmares. and thinking there was something in my room. i havnt felt that scared at night in years. i dont uusally have nightmares, because a lot of my dreams are lucid and i just change them if they get scary. ________________________________________ i just got back from a nap. the big dark circles around my eyes are gone now. i feel a lot better. and i had the best dream. but it still hurts becaues it isnt real. and i think im making too big of a deal about all this. i am in love with duality by slipknot. im thinking about saving for their cd.