I saw a quote on someone's diary, that I love. I'll try to go by that from now on. I can't remember the first part, but the end was "Love not man less, but nature more." Today is so beautiful. I havn't been outside yet, but it looks warm, with a breeze, but not photographical...the beauty is because the breeze is blowing through the bradfurd pears that are in bloom, and there are white flower petals blowing through the air. I get to plant things today. I'm very, very excited! _______________________________________

What is your name?:	Becca
Are you named after anyone?:	no
What's your screename?:
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	my parents would probably choose brett, since that is what my younger brother is named
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	aleksandra
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	my full name, people sometimes spell it rebekah instead of rebecca
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	i dont want to be famous
Basics
Your gender::	female
Straight/Gay/Bi::	straight
Single?:	no, nathan
If not, do you want to be?:	im happy the way things are
Birthdate::	january 28, 1989
Your age::	15
Age you act::	not sure, apparently older, according to others
Age you wish you were::	21
Your height::	5'5 (my father measured my height today, i havnt grown a bit in a year, i was right)
Eye color::	dark brown
Happy with it?:	i suppose
Hair color::	brown
Happy with it?:	i wish it was black
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	right handed
Your living arrangement::	with my parents in a house located in a suburban subdivision
Your family::	steve-48, janette-49, brett-13
Have any pets?:	yes, theodore and charles (dogs), and two hamsters
Whats your job?:	i want one asap
Piercings?:	not sure how many i have left, i lost most of my earings, some of them probably closed up by now, i suppose i have between 6 and 4
Tattoos?:	i want one
Obsessions?:	um...no? i don't think so?
Addictions?:	strawberry flavored carbonated water, abstract concepts, learning, new age type things
Do you speak another language?:	no, because i was stupid and refused to take zero hour. i start german next year, which will be NO HELP AT ALL when i go to germany this summer
Have a favorite quote?:	yes but i don't remember it exactly as it is, so i won't share it
Do you have a webpage?:	um..duh? this?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	never
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	sometimes
Do you have any secrets?:	many
Do you hate yourself?:	no
Do you like your handwriting?:	it looks like trash
Do you have any bad habits?:	popping joints, jimmy foot
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	im not sure, i forget them quickly, im not good with compliments
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	i wouldn't want a movie made about my life
What's your biggest fear?:	being wrong, not just being wrong but being wrong about something in particular, that i won't share
Can you sing?:	i am told i can
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	haha, no.
Are you a loner?:	i suppose you could say that
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	break the barrier
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	no
Are you a daredevil?:	no
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	i wish i was more tolerant of others, and more outgoing...ive become very withdrawn
Are you passive or agressive?:	i suppose i have become agressive
Do you have a journal?:	many
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	i have many weaknesses
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	become enlightened
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	i suppose, if you consider numbness strength
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	not really, i can't regret, the decisions i have made got me to where i am today, and it could be worse if i had made the other choice
Do you think life has been good so far?:	kind of
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:	we are all in the same boat..or maybe thats the one i should learn
What do you like the most about your body?:	my hair, its getting long
And least?:	my figure
Do you think you are good looking?:	no
Are you confident?:	i have gotten very shy
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	you wouldn't recognize the name
Are you perceived wrongly?:	i'm not sure how many people really understand me
Do You...
Smoke?:	no
Do drugs?:	not really
Read the newspaper?:	yes
Pray?:	no
Go to church?:	no
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	haha, yes i do, my bed is like a nest, i have a lot of blankets and stuffed animals, i like the feeling of having something up against my back
Take walks in the rain?:	often, i love the rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	sometimes
Drive?:	yes, only in my highschool's parking lot so far though
Like to drive fast?:	havn't yet, havn't become that comfortable with the car yet
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	not really
Hurt yourself?:	yes-have, would not
Been out of the country?:	yes, have and will this summer
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	no
Been in love?:	yes
Done drugs?:	not really
Gone skinny dipping?:	no
Had a medical emergency?:	yes
Had surgery?:	no
Ran away from home?:	no
Played strip poker?:	no, i don't know how to play cards, it's sad...i can read tarot cards though
Gotten beaten up?:	no
Beaten someone up?:	no
Been picked on?:	yes
Been on stage?:	yes
Slept outdoors?:	yes
Thought about suicide?:	yes
Pulled an all nighter?:	yes, 4 this schoolyear so far for school, and many others
If yes, what is your record?:	on new years i had insomnia, everyone else was sleeping and i was talking to people, so i just went upstairs, i ended up being up until 11 30 or so AM
Gone one day without food?:	yes
Talked on the phone all night?:	no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:	not really
Slept all day?:	yes
Killed someone?:	no
Made out with a stranger?:	yes
Had sex with a stranger?:	i was very drunk
Thought you're going crazy?:	yes
Kissed the same sex?:	no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:	no
Been betrayed?:	yes
Had a dream that came true?:	a dream while i was sleeping, not a fantasy
Broken the law?:	duh
Met a famous person?:	no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	no
On purpose?:	no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:	yes
Stolen anything?:	no
Been on radio/tv?:	no
Been in a mosh-pit?:	i havnt even freakin been to a concert since my parents dont trust me anymore, but im hopefully goign to the used, korn, and linkin park this summer
Had a nervous breakdown?:	no
Bungee jumped?:	no
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	yes
Miracles?:	not in a higher power way
Astrology?:	not really
Magic?:	im not sure yet if i believe in magick, but not the illusion magic
God?:	i dont think so
Satan?:	no
Santa?:	gosh no
Ghosts?:	i think so
Luck?:	no
Love at first sight?:	try lust at first sight
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	yes
Witches?:	yes
Easter bunny?:	no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	im not sure, no one lasts forever
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	no
Do you wish on stars?:	sometimes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	no
Do you think God has a gender?:	i'm not sure if i believe in a god, but if i do i believe that there is a god and a goddess
Do you believe in organized religion?:	not really
Where do you think we go when we die?:	either become a part of everything, reincarnation, or worm chow
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	acqauntainces
Who is your best friend?:	im not sure
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:	probably aleksandra or my parents
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:	hold on in case you have to tell someone else to do the same
Your favourite inside joke?:	i'm not sure, i havn't had any major ones in months
Thing you're picked on most about?:	i'm not really to my face anymore, if you mean constructive criticism, my attitude
Who's your longest known friend?:	kaitlyn or sarah
Newest?:	nathan?
Shyest?:	im not sure, none of them are really shy
Funniest?:	not sure
Sweetest?:	not sure
Closest?:	not sure
Weirdest?:	not sure
Smartest?:	not sure
Ditziest?:	i think courtney
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	no comment
Last person you talked to online?:	i think cedric or aleksandra
Who do you talk to most online?:	nathan or aleksandra
Who are you on the phone with most?:	i dont really talk on the phone, i guess aleksandra
Who do you trust most?:	im not sure
Who listens to your problems?:	a lot of people
Who do you fight most with?:	im not sure
Who's the nicest?:	didn't you already ask that question?
Who's the most outgoing?:	probably courtney
Who's the best singer?:	kelsey or kaitlyn
Who's on your shit-list?:	not really anyone
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:	no
Who's your second family?:	my friends
Do you always feel understood?:	no
Who's the loudest friend?:	alex
Do you trust others easily?:	no
Who's house were you last at?:	i think nicoles
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	thats easy, nathan
Do your friends know you?:	some of them do
Friend that lives farthest away::	im not sure
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	sometimes
What do you find romantic?:	romantic stuff
Turn-on?:	stuff
Turn-off?:	not giving feedback in conversations, being sex crazed
First kiss?:	the blue armchair in my basement, age 13 (location, not person)
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	bad
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	i'm not allowed to date unless i know the person at the moment
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	i wouldnt mind it being, but i am too shy to ask a guy out
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	probably not
What is best about the opposite sex?:	they aren't all gossipy, i can just be me around them without wondering if they will talk about me behind my back
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	im not sure
What's the last present someone gave you?:	a bottle of florida sand that i can make a candle out of
Are you in love?:	nunya business
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	if you mean husband/fiance, i dont have one, but if you mean boyfriend, yes i do
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	if you mean real ghost, possibly a girl in my house, not sure who it was, if you mean person..i guess nathan, or matt
You wanted to kill?:	ive never thought about killing anyone but myself, and that was years ago
That you laughed at?:	myself
That laughed at you?:	my mom
That turned you on?:	nathan
You went shopping with?:	my mom
That broke your heart?:	matt
To disappoint you?:	me
To ask you out?:	nathan
To make you cry?:	things, not people
To brighten up your day?:	nathan
That you thought about?:	nathan
You saw a movie with?:	nathan
You talked to on the phone?:	aleksandra
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	aleksandra or cedric
You saw?:	my mom
You lost?:	what do you mean by lost?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	not going anywhere, but if you mean do i have a boyfrined, yes
Will it be with your significant other?:	i guess you meant going somewhere, and im not going anywhere
Or some random person?:	see above
What are you wearing right now?:	baggy khakis and a tight red/orange/yellow/black shirt (o0o, analogous color scheme)
Body part you're touching right now::	my legs are leaning against my arm
What are you worried about right now?:	waiting for something
What book are you reading?:	the world's greatest unsolved mysteries, and the once and future king
What's on your mousepad?:	its cardinals, whoo, st louis. *gag*
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::	sarcastic, bored, impatient, wondering, missing
Are you bored?:	yes
Are you tired?:	sort of
Are you talking to anyone online?:	no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	no
Are you lonely or content?:	a bit lonely, but mostly content
Are you listening to music?:	my brother singing in the shower...not musical at all, but it might count

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