and damn today, this is another gulf shores song, this next one oooh make it magnificent tonight right i miss him. i hope i get to see him monday. one of the pictures didnt show up. it took, i know it did, the camera flashed, but when we got the pictures back today there was no picture. and i hope we go to the movies tonight. its hot in here. im bored. i slept forever last night without waking up. i was exhausted. ill update later. im being boring. _______________________________________ I just saw dirty dancing havana nights. its the first movie that has moved me enough to make me cry in a long time, even if it was just a chick flick. but i HATE the ending. they are stupid for thinking they will reunited someday. by the time one of them can go move to cuba/united states, they arent going to want to. so its the end, which is why i cried. i have so many things running through my mind...i cant even explain. kelsey says hi, and she says shes a loser, but she isnt. he isnt talking to me. i want to go outside and lay on the cold ground and stare at the full moon, but i think that would bore kelsey. im putting my cards on the windowsill tonight, it helps them supposedly. well, goodbye. i crave my nathan.