Ive become more tolerant of other people. Or, my shell has. All life deserves to be cherished. Even the idiots that seem to be all around me. Is it so wrong of me, to love nature more than humanity? I'll write more soon. I'm getting distracted, inside myself. ____________________________________ There are no words to describe my feelings about the world. Not the beautiful world, but the world of people. Instead of search for words, ill just sit, and pretend this water is some potent alcohol, and cry for all the people that have died, not all the americans that have died, but all the PEOPLE. And sit and read over and notice how much ive changed since i started this diary, back in november. __________________________ well. a nathan song. the quiet riot song. im not sure what to say on the matter. i miss it all. __________________ the party is off sorry _________________________ desperate and ravenous so weak and powerless over you it seems like a perfect circle's song names a lot of times are human names. i dont know much of their music, but from listening to my computer radio, i think ive heard judith, thomas, and magdalena? i probably sound very stupid to any big fans of a perfect circle, so ill just shut up. _____________________________ Listening to:smashing pumpkins-1979 yesifinallyfuckinggotmypermittoday i feel young and stupid