worries about acting like a baby have faded into the dust, replaced only by my feelings... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ the next dance party is going to be over spring break, and i think its going to be for me only. or maybe less than 4 people of my choice. coochie coochie cooo, aww, what a cute little fuckup ________________________________ private entries are made to be private, never assume they are about you. if i was that mad at you, i would tell you to your face, im no coward. you know that. because you've seen me mad before. [explode] ______________________________ you know, i turned down my offer to go to the mixer with them because i wanted to be faithful to you. ...even though i stayed up till early hours in the morning last night waiting for the call that never came and on top of that, there are a million things i need to get out that dancing and getting dehydrated would help with. and i want to dance. dammit, why did you have to leave!? i need you...