there is much to talk about, but this entry must be saved for the celebration of dear matthew's birthday!! [happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday Dear Matthew happy birthday to you!] ah, my dear matthew. i would like to wish you a wonderful 21st birthday. You are fully an adult now, you can legally buy the alcohol now!! if you are still alive, i mean. and if you are, go get them north koreans. you were quite handsome, if i do say so myself. i admired you greatly. have another beer, help yourself. so what have you been doing with yourself lately? how is australia? as a soldier, what is your opinion on bush as a president? i would like to thank you for the letters and dogtags that i never recieved. it was a wakeup call. maybe you arent really a pig and you were just protecting yourself in case i decided to turn on you. either way, i am grateful. so thank you, my soldier. i still remember your blonde hair and your eyes with blue geometrical shapes within them. so a toast, to the first MAN to break my heart.